I'd like to say I don't know how I really got here. But I DO know. It's discusting and disgraceful... but can only start to work on things again.
It's been 57 days since my last soft drink... yes it sounds like I'm standing up at an AA meeting, but maybe that's because that's how it seems for me.
I plan to never go back to soft drink for the rest of my life. So far it hasn't been that difficult, well at least not as hard as I thought it would be. It has been my first lifestyle change and of that I'm proud.
Don't get me wrong. There is so much more that needs to change, but at least that is one checked off my list which I don't really even miss.
Next is to start working on more changes... it does seem daughting... there's just so much work to do... *sigh* but it has to get better, right? Cause right now over the last ten years... It's only gotten worse and ... what's more than worse? ... This.
