Monday - Week 13: Weigh In (Dear God Are We Here Again)

Dear Fat Diary
Well today was another day at fat camp... erm I mean just normal day to day life. I finished at 4.30 go home piss farted around for a few hours had dinner watched some tv... THEN, something amazing happened whilst I was sitting on the couch.

No I did not get my stomach pumped. I got the "urge" to get off my lazy arse and, heaven forbid - go to the gym.

YES! So off I went, like a good little (erm big) fat girl, I got to the gym, I weighed my fat arse - which by the was is fatter in weight and boy fat this week - and did a good hard work out. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT! HMMP! Go me.

Some progress, at least its Monday and I've gotten back to it, for a bit. Something is better than the not going I had originally planned earlier today, mmm.Indoor netball is tomorrow, so I'll definatly be going and doing some exercise there - yay. And I hope the rest of the week will be an exercise sucess, I need to get back to it.

Only 12 days to go until the wedding and I've got my dress out on laybuy, I'd just like to feel comfortable in it. That would be great.

I've been looking at some old pics of me and I have changed in my body shape a bit over the last two years, the fat being distributed better. I feel like I'm a lot less fat in the face a least, a little more definded which makes me feel better and a little, dare I say, secure about how I look.

Today was a bad weigh in 75.5kg with 36.2% in body fat. That percent of body fat was where I was in January this year, I have to work harder (or start doing some work at all again) or I'll be going way backwards, and I don't want to end up at the wrong end of the scale I've been working towards. Hmm.
Hope to be a little more controlled... "she says with the bowl of jelly next to her..." put it downnnnnn.

Its a new week, I'm off to a positive start. must stay positive and make the effort to at least go to the gym for a quicky even if I dont feel like it.


MONDAY WEIGHT: 75.5KG (06/04/08)

Wednesday - Week 12: Oh Dear God... Tell Me It Will Be Okay!

Argh!!! So tonight at 7.30 I have weigh in and measurements at the gym, i'm freaked out, I havent done enough in 4 weeks of really work. Mostly because of Phils dads passing, I didn't go for over a week to the gym, half excuse, half couldnt be arse. And now its D-Day.... wish me luck. Hopefully its the same result as mondays weigh in. I'd be ok with that *worries*


MONDAY WEIGHT: 74.9KG (30/03/08)